Six months ago an old flame contacted me via email, after having no contact for 20 years. It was a violent and passionate relationship, and I loved him completely and foolishly. He broke my fragile young heart. Eventually I left, moved to a different city and never spoke with him again. A little over six months ago he emailed saying he was sorry.
Yesterday he emailed saying when he was in BC he came across a mother bear with her 2 cubs. The huge mother bear had been hit by a car and was trying to recover next to an orchard when he took this picture. How odd for him to send this to me, how odd that I have been dreaming of being chased by a huge bear regularly for the last 20 years, how odd that my very last bear dream was of a sick bear.
Tonight while running I made the connection between my last bear dream and the time he first contacted me, around Oct'08. Furthermore, the first bear dream that I can remember having was a few months after I left him, just as I was beginning to date my husband. Can I trust my memory to be true? And if it is, what am I to make of it?
I don't know what to make of this, except that there is a definate connection. Wow. This is freaky.
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