Thursday, March 11, 2010

Dream

I was in the Lodge that I sometimes go to with a lot of other people. There may have been a Sweat going on but I was in dialogue with the Elder. In real life I like him a lot. He is sincere and has an air about him that is comforting. In my dream he explained what he was going to do.. asked if it was ok. I agreed because I wanted to get to the next level in my learning experience. He started cutting into the lower part of my scalp.. .kind of peeled it back. Then he did the same to the top part of my scalp, above my forehead and peeled it back. It did not hurt but the skin was thick and chunky and kind of grossed me out. Later it was time to exit the Lodge and as I did so with the Elder, an old woman saw what was done and became angry. I could not understand what they were saying but I sensed she was telling him he made a mistake and I became horrified at my physical state which could not be undone. It was as if this old woman was his Elder, he was just learning and didn't know what he was doing. He gave me a wig to try and conceal the flaps of skin that were sliced, but it was grey ( it might have been my neighbour's wig... the one she wore when she was enduring chemo a couple of years ago) and did not hide anything. Then I woke up.

This dream took place three weeks ago.